it's not fair.

how can I ever trust you to do anything again.
how could you EVEN do this?! That thing meant a lot to me.. especially when it was from some people who are very dear to me.

I should have checked. I knew it.

And now, you 'accidentally' threw it away.

Of course, you're not to blame entirely..I'm at fault too. My mum told me to check them before throwing them all away.. I was tired that night.. thought could do it all the next morning..so left it as it is -- where i REMEMBERED WHERE IT ALL WAS.

Now it's gone. For real.

sigh.