what i've been up to..

my life so far.

I'm bored.
Bored at home. bored waiting for my job's application.
My bf's not picking up his phone... cos he's still sleeping at this time of the morning. that makes me feel like sleeping again.
I feel useless, underused.. as if my body's not been stretched to its full potential.
Or has it been stretched too much? I just got a really bad viral infection in my throat.. just flashed a torch into my buccal cavity, saw a huge ulcer at the back of my throat. Thought it's some torsilitis or something, but doc gave me antibiotics and i hope it works.

I'm getting more cheong hay. I getting more out-of-point.
I need to read the news abit more.. need to know more about the Isreali attacks (or was Isreal attacked?)
I need to be educated - in every sense of the word. Having just graduated, the ceremony and all doesn't make a difference. I would put some photos up.......if not for my laziness right now.

I've been hooked on Smallville. Clana, Clex, Chloe, Lexana - combination of names I've inquired from youtube.

my day looks bleak and boring. physio, coaching, sore throat, coaching, tv, sore throat, sleep. Damn waste-timer i see.

I need to be a do-er. I need to look up for more job applications. I need to read the newspapers. I have to stop sleeping and start being what I wanna be. I can't get too comfortable. I need to earn money, stop watching movies. Need to resume grooming Dino's hair.. feed them with good dry food. Haven't met up with Daph and Clare yet to give them their gift from Philippines. Clare doesn't seem to want to come by and visit me or doggies.. oh wait, why should she? doesn't live at hall any more what. I need to do a lot of things..the most ringing thing is to get that full-time job. I need to start.

Spirit is willing, flesh is weak.

Footballitis

ITALY!!!
I was initially supporting France but when I saw many puzzling, provoking instances that I saw..especially the shocking, revolting and inexplicably inexcusable display of NON-sportsmanship by Zinedine Zidane, as how Maggie from power 98 says, "impersonated a goat" by head-butting Italian defender Marco Materrazi. What an ignominious end to Zidane's brillant career. Sigh. I had quite a good impression of him before this. I even pitied him when the French were playing so badly last night, dilinquishing his abilities.. but now... argh WHY??!?

I bet this will be the main talk on most coffee tables this morning - might even be more than about Italy winning the world cup. Haiyoh... it's just damn wasted lah..

Anyway, now that the world cup fever's over, I can have a good full night's sleep and dun need to fetch kenley back home anymore in the wee hours of the morning. I'm gonna be graduating tmr!! My ceremony's tmr morning.. apparently there's live webcast of the ceremony! (erm, if any are interested, it's at www.nus.edu.sg/commencement2006). My ceremony starts at 10 and mine's some where in the middle i guess.. i just previewed today's live webcast and heard the valedictorian speak. He was remeniscing about his good ole days and somehow that made me feel super nostalgic all over again..like how i felt on the last day of exam and i was studying in the school's central lib for the very last time.. boo hooo!!! I'm actually gonna miss my student days!!!! bleah! Tmr, i'm gonna be graduating with a bunch of my contemporaries too..so not so bad, at least we can all take lots of pics together, throw our mortar boards together and..maybe..even cry together? tear lah.. hmmm.... it's gonna be quite an experience.. and i also can't wait.. it's called Commencement and I like it that way, rather than graduation. Cos it's really a start and I can't really wait to start my new life and see what's ahead of me.. Start to earn money (hopefully big), make even more new friends, see the cold, evil world and learn how to get around it.. wow.. I'm like some small little girl waiting to enter a whole new Disneyland full of scary rollercoasters and pretty ferry wheels..

ok i gtg fetch my bro to the doctor.. said he got some sorethroat.. footbalitis? (*lame lame*). k bye.