tired...

I'm damn bored of studying. it's so much.. bbrrEEghhh...
either that or i'm not studying it the right way.. not 'IN THE ZONE' as what Georene told me that day.. sigh.. i'm just so tired now.. it's a Sunday!! i wanna sleeeppppp.......

HAH. California Fitness.. tsk tsk..

I'm actually NOT 36.2% of body fat.. I took my real fat content this time with the ELECTRONIC device at my country club... it's so far off.. heh. will not say it either.. haha but it's within VERY acceptable range.. haha.. i mean.. 35% is like .. a LOT for a female.. i wun say like who lah.. but you know, just imagine a really, REALLY FAT girl lah.. cos it's considered REALLY high above 30% (can you imagine? like one THIRD of your whole body is pure fat!!) but anyway, tsk tsk.. i think it's really unethical of California fitness to say such things about me.. cos right after that they were like..'oh, you know we've now got a promotion for membership this month...' hah. they asked me whether i was interested to listen to it. 'NO,' I snapped. haha.. quite sadistic..

anyway i recently took really cute pics of Rufus... so cute...

ahh!!! sigh.

WHA. I need a break man.. those words from my text don't seem to be entering my brain.. instead i'm thinking of stuff like.. what should i do for Christmas? what should i get xx for Christmas? or.. when and how should I bring Dino and Rufus out? i wanna bring them to sentosa.. but must be late in the afternoon when there's no sun.. i also wanna bring them to the dog run.. but there i scared got all those ticks.. i also wanna bring them to dog shows.. but that means i gotta drive all the way down to expo there and fight for the free parking space in that's in the hot sun.. haha.. unnecessary worries..

I've got three more days to my next paper. Kenley's got three more days to the end of his exams. Brerrghhh..

hey guys you know what? I think we're going for COMMONWEALTH GAMES 2006!!! Heard about it.. BUT.. we've got no sponsers.. I'm praying hard for it.. so dumb right... S'pore say we can go as a Singapore contingent but not gonna pay for us.. see lah.. want to promote sports but dowan to subsidise a national team representing in international games. Heard got some other sports also kena liddat.. tsk tsk.

but anyway, I'm praying that teamSingapore would sponsor us...if not everything, at least for the flight tix and accomodation. It's damn ex lar.. $1500+ per person.. 16 of us.. it's a hell lot of hotdogs to sell if we resort to fund-raising..

I just popped over the table where Ching Yong's studying too.. he's reading that unforgivingly thick, hard-cover, details-all-over-the-place Personality Psychology text book now.. my gosh.. i'm damn bored. studying has gone back to becoming a chore.. have i lost steam already?!?! oh no!

I wanna play with Dino and Rufus.. they're so cute.. there was once i was eating Sushi.. then Rufus saw me, got up from his lazy position and sit neatly infront of me. I see him liddat also heart-soft already so gave him a bit. He obviously loved it (aiyah Rufus likes everything). then Dino realises something's going on and comes over.. I gave him a bit too.. when i turned back into the kitchen to get another maki for myself, i came back only to see the both of them - Rufus seated and Dino standing next to him - looking at me with their mouths closed (but ready to catch any flying objects) and their TAILS were wagging in UNISON!! you should have seen it!! they were damn cute!! Left, right, left, right... then when i pinched off a sushi with my right hand and raised it high (as if i'm gonna toss it soon), their tails paused in their pendulous dance and BOTH were ready to pounce.. aiyah.. lucky they didn't fight over the food lah.. cos both knew i'm so nice to give more sushi again.. heh.. which i did.

okok.. i think enough of blogging for the day.. sorry no pics.. now using Georene's com cos she went for her paper leaving her laptop to my jaga-ing.. Seeing Ching yong at the corner of my eye - HIS eyes never leaving his textbook and feverishly underlining stuff in his text.. it's giving me the due pressure now..

FOR CRYING OUT LOUD...

wha.. this is the first time in a long time when i'm mentally exhausted man.. (i mean.. like..since when i ever used my brain right.) i've been here since 8.30 again .. and plan to stay till 9.45pm. Quantity's not it, people say, quality is.. sigh. i tried quality after lunch - slept. dunno why i'm damn tired these few days!! yesterday lagi worse, WHOLE morning only managed to do ONE chapter -- damn slow lah! so thought could redeem myself after lunch... yup you guess it - I slept. was just damn tired.. couldn't concentrate when i saw another set of readings..everything just slowly becomes a blurr...the buzzing noise of everyone walking around the lib would be a drone.. the slowly..my vision becomes smaller..darker....gone.

Today wasn't that bad.. still can do a few chapters and manage to finish revising for my paper tmr.. now it's 5.30 .. i feel as if there's no more to study.. i feel like watching a movie!! heard Harry Potter's out.. i wanna catch that!! haiyoh.. maybe i should also swim a bit.. it's been a very LONG time since i swam..eversince my injuriesSS - elbow and back. sigh. now, i feel fat (have 36.2% of body fat - as so claims California Fitness), i'm mentally exhausted, my right leg seems to be in pain, i'm not exactly hungry..but i still am.. gosh. i wanna talk also cannot talk..there's nothing else to do but STUDY!!! it sucks man..

P.S. oh yea, thanks, Shu Ling, for the few episodes of Simpsons!! but i need my cd drive, which is at home..

i wanna play with Dino and Rufus!!

I can't wait for Christmas!! Dear, i wanna go Christmas shopping!! writing Christmas cards, going to town.. argh.. i can't wait for exams to be over!! it's just so much work!!

ever seen a jealous dog?

Rufus has warmed up to my family SO MUCH.. now whenever we call his name, his ears will go down, his naturally-curved tail would take shape and he'll walk to us as he tries to smell us in the process... then if you hug him tight, he'll slowly sit down, then go down.. then.. he turns on his back wanting you to rub his tummy!! aiyohh... then we'll all go 'AWwwwW!!'....

BUT...

"HoOOoooWWll!!!" "GrrRRrrrghh.. ARRGH!!" oops. that's the voice of the original owner of that territory.. eeps.. then when Rufus and Dino's eyes met, they GROWLED at each other!! bearing their ferocious teeth!!! Dino was hardly so fierce!! and Rufus is a naturally tehhh doggie too.. hiayoh!!

everyone has hardly spent time with Dino darling firstly cos we all wanna make new Rufus to be happy at our home, secondly, Dino has been sick and can't move much.. so we also dowan him to excert, should he suddenly slip and then sprain his legs or smth!! he's been eating his medicine and the 'Buff' food... but not finishing it.. sigh.. Dino Dino darling...

so after he made noise, I went to him lah.. stroked him, hugged him.. then i did that more often.. but he now bo chap mE! (i deserve that..) but paid more attention to his bone-toy -- something that won't run away from him... haiyoh... i promise i will give equal attention to both dogs... i promise... but after a while, he really misses my hugs and squeezes.. so he's still happy with me.. just really hostile when Rufus peeps over my shoulder to check him out.. gosh they almost fought 2 feet in front of my face..

this is a pic of Dino when his eye had problems again (sigh.. why suddenly so many problems?!??!).. notice his right eye (left in pic) is darker than his left? .. yeah.. that time his right pupil was so LARGE .. so black.. gave me a shock when i saw that.. called the doc said might be a side effect of the medicine.. i stopped it. he's back to normal now.. will never use that medicine again..

sparced.

wha i'm damn tired man.. and it's only day one of my study-hideously-at-full-steam saga for the impending exams. i've been in central lib since 8.35am today and now it's 4pm. my brain has rejected any forth-coming information. I resorted to Simpsons online - couldn't work. Happy tree friends - too gruesome. now as i listen to Corrinne May crooning in my ear from my 6-yr-old cd player, everything just seem to stand still. i can't go home now cos got coaching. can't go for coaching cos it's too early. i'm in the middle, the twlight, in a transitory stage. i'm not making sense.

Memorable moments on my b'day..

My favorite dessert- my Mama's love in her home-made fruit tarts - from scratch!

I'm happy. Praise God.
(gosh i look quite flustered..tiring man, the party)

One of my b'day gifts -this one's from Samuel and Alicia!
(I look quite flustered again - this was at the end of the party..)

My b'day photos!! - a few from the 50+ taken..

the supposed effect at night at the garden

The garden where party took place

ex-ACJC swimmers

The choc cake that all will remember..

Church friends

My b'day photos!!

Friends from NUS

Hatan

doesn't he just look so majestic?..

i hope dino gets pumped up and be like Hatan!

Hatan and my bro

apparently Dino has problems walking partly cos he's so skinny. Doc gave him supplements to grow buff.. hopefully like Hatan over here!

Poor Dino at the vet

...and RUFUS is my name!!

ok i give up. i've tried to upload my photos and wrote quite a lot of stuff about my dogs. i think i'll just put up the pics. this is Rufus, my new doggie - husky..

It's my 21st birthday today!!!


... just wanted to write that..for the record.. hee. i haven't exactly gotten the pics from my bro yet.. soon soon.. everyone looked good that night! thanks for cooperating! =)

More things--up and coming!!

there's the bridge!! it's finally ready!
and that's the garden! ready for the garden party! NOW i'm excited! I don't care what's gonna happen... the Lord's gonna make it work for me!! Praise the Lord, Almighty!!!

my very own Survivor in the OUT-at-the-BACK

6 table torches (smaller ones), 7 5-ft torches, 2 6-ft , 2 3-ft and 2 2-ft torches. Let there be light!!

the Garden's ready!!